Last night I watched the movie Brittany Runs a Marathon (On Amazon Prime). It was quite good, and dealt with a lot of things that are very relatable to me. Feeling worthless due to weight/appearance. Struggling to be/feel accepted. Assuming people think the worst of you because you feel so worthless, so how could they think anything butNot happy ( Read more... )

*dusts off her LJ*

Yeah, I kind of dropped out for a while. But, I figure it's time to pull my head out of the sand and take a look around again.

Yup, I've been hiding from social media. I've been mourning.

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Today's happy is a day off spent quietly in bed ( Read more... )

I knowwwwwwwww! I didn't even make it a week straight before I dropped the ball.
But, I'm going to continue...it may be in fits and starts, but I'll get to 100!

Today's happy is...*drum roll*...happy birthday to me!

I get to do that, right? Right.

I've had a pretty good birthday! I got lots of love from my friends online, a sweet card from dancing_adrift ( Read more... )

Well, you knew it was just a matter of time.
It was inevitable.
Had to happen.

Today's happy? J2.


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So, yeah...I missed a few days ( Read more... )

Another easy one today ( Read more... )

Today's an easy one ( Read more... )

I almost forgot to do this today, which would be just like me - to start something all gung-ho and then drop it, not finish it. It's actually almost 2am, so technically it's already tomorrow, but whatever. I can't sleep and my mind is racing so I need to do something right now, and this just ended up being it ( Read more... )

So. I've seen this 100 Days of Happy floating around recently - a couple people I follow are doing it. Today I was discussing with my therapist the fact that I'm extremely hard on myself, which is a catalyst for my depression and anxiety. We talked about steps I could take to be a bit gentler with myself and switch my focus to positives as opposed ( Read more... )